and it's (not) gonna be alright

There was a time we were really close friends and now it's gone, somehow. I miss him, but the old him. We used to talk about EVERYTHING and now our conversations turned in an ordinary, boring direction. It's not the same and I'm afraid of the future 'cause I know it's not gonna be like the old times. But hey, if he doesn't want me as a close friend I have to deal with it...